I haven't wanted to write a blog. When I heard about this assignment I didn't want to have anything to do with it. I don't like sharing my feelings and this is sharing with everyone. But I guess I will have to do it eventually so I might as well start now. This is my second college English class. I took Eng 101 my senior year in high school and I absolutely hated it, so I decided I would wait until I gratuated to take Eng 102. I am not a very good writer and it just stresses me out. Right know I am working on the second essay and it is very difficult. I hate research papers because I just like to think out my papers in my head. I was never good with doing brainstorming exercises because I would have it in my mind but I couldn't put it on paper. With research papers you have to look things up and have it written down and it makes it harder for me because that is not how my brain works.